|
AzNbOiBLuE
|
read my profile
sign my guestbook
Name: Trung
Gender: Male
Interests: tehcno musik; ambient musik; trance musik; any type of musik otha than country; football; futball; basketball; billardz; cruzin all ova da internet; drinkz; all typez of liquor; sumtimz beer (corona n heineken); goin to da moviez; chillin n kickin it; japanese anime; makin fun of paper thin stuck up snobz; playin video gamez; goin out n gettin trashed n den passin out; sleepin; goin to www.deviantart.com (fukin awesome art n pictures); lookin for da gurl of my dreams
Occupation: Student
Industry: Medical
Message: message meEmail: email me
Member Since:
5/26/2005
|
|
SubscriptionsSites I Read
|
|
|
|
| Merry Christmas everyone....i hope dat u all had a wonderful x-mas....xmas iz a time for familiez to b together...im hopin for my friendz ova seaz dat dey r wit thier familiez or at least being able to get in touch wit dem...overall diz xmas was pretty good...spent lotz of time wit da fam (good? bad? iono?) however it wuz not da same...it missed a certain sum1 dat had to do sumthin she didnt want to do but chose to n e wayz...datz wat i missed for my christmas..itz not bout da giftz nor da place...itz about spendin time wit da one u care most about...n sadly diz didnt occur wit me...but i simply hope she iz doin well, n dat she iz treated wit everybit of respect dat i hav treated her wit...anh yeu em....n i no da same for me as well...i hope u enjoy ur life n dat everythin endz up better dan wat i could hav done for u...i will move on...but for how long iono....but letz forget all da sad shiet n enjoy life n da day off i get from work...peace n love | | |
| u no watz funny....u played me, n i didn't even no it until now....i no all da buillshiet thinz u did to me....i no bout u n ur friend goin off to kc to meet sum black motherfuker u met a couple of weekz ago....plus i no all da fuked up thinz u did to me when i wuz in lawrence n u were here in town....ever since u came back here, u fukin changed....n by the way u actin lately it seemz lik u dun even giv a fuk n e more....well then fine, i dun giv a fuk n e more either....all i wanted u to do is fess up to da shiet dat u played me on....datz all i want to no from ur mouth instead of sum1 elsez.....but u didnt.....so i am fukin pissed off n dissappointed in u.....after all dat we hav been throuh n all da fuked up thingz we experienced, u gonna look me in da face n tell me straight up liez....hav i ever lied to u after i fessed up to da shiety thingz i did in da past? datz jus fukin wrong, seriously....but u no wat, fuk it....im jus gonna go back to my old wayz n hav my life spiralin down lik it used to....i jus cant beleive u fukin lied to me so many timez n how u fuked around guyz behind my back...flirtin wit guyz, goin to thier house.....man iz dat fuked up...i no bout all dat shiet, seriously i jus wanna no from ur wordz....u fukin played me gurl, n now i realize it.....u dun even care n e mo...but if i see dat motherfuker walkin round here on campus, im goin to slit his throat...u were lucky i didnt hav my knife on me when i first met him....man, i swear im gonna kill dat mother fuker.....i don even care if itz da right guy, im so pissed right now.....i cant beleive on how u changed when u came back here....but fuk it, go marry ur guy....see if he can treat u better dan i can....plus, ur treatin ur so called friendz better than me....u tell me dat they talk shiet behind ur back n shiet lik dat, but still u befriend them....n u treat me with little respect n dun giv a fuk bout if we get to hang out or not...but if itz them, u gotta run off in a split second.....da rest i gotta say is simply this....even though u fucked around so much n da bullshiet dat u hav put me through.....i cant beleive im sayin diz but thiz iz how i feel.....if n e thin goes wrong, n dat mother fukcer treats u lik shiet.....u hav sumone here.....u can alwayz run to me if u need to....i still love u damn it.... | | |
| Gotta change my answering machine Now that im alone
Cuz right now it says that we
Cant come to the phone
And I know it makes no sence
Cuz you walked out the door
But its the only way i hear your voice anymore
(its ridiculous)
Its been months
And for some reason i just
(cant get over us)
And im stronger then this
(enough is enough)
No more walkin round
With my head down
Im so over being blue
Cryin over you
And im so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said im so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why cant i turn off the radio?
Gotta fix that calender i have
Thats marked July 15th
Because since theres no more you
Theres no more anniversary
Im so fed up with my thoughts of you
And your memory
And how every song reminds me
Of what used to be
Thats the reason im so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said im so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why cant i turn off the radio?
(Leave me alone)
Leave me alone
(Stupid love songs)
Dont make me think about her smile
Or having my first child
Let it go
Turning off the radio
Cuz im so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing she was still here
Said im so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why cant i turn off the radio?
(why cant i turn off the radio?)
Said im so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing she was still here
Said im so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why cant i turn off the radio?
(why cant i turn off the radio?)
And im so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishin you were still here
Said im so sick of love songs so sad and slow
Why cant i turn off the radio?
(why cant i turn off the radio?)
Why cant i turn off the radio?
So Sick ~ Ne-Yo
Im getting really tired of bein yanked around by ur talez....u tell me one thin but u end up doin anotha thin...yea i no i fucked up yearz ago, but dat doesnt compare to wat u hav been doin when i wuz out of town n u were back home....i fessed up to u yearz ago, i had to go under suspiscion b4 i got n e truth from u....n now when da month iz already here dat iz gonna nail da last nail in da coffin, u seem to never want to kick it wit me...every time i get a day off, u r already off wit ur friendz or goin out of town....to see who, da fuck who i care now....i love u for so many yearz now, but now, i feel different....im longin for da love datz 360, all ive been doin iz practically 180.....i seem to cant get u outa my mind....i still love u, but why cant u treat me wit da same...i no consequencez do arise but still, i never get n e type of affection from u n e more...even when we r alone, u alwayz gotta run off to do sumthin else or go meet up wit sum1 else...mayb itz all of da yearz we been together...but i really cant add to all thiz stress im already havin in my life....i want sum kind of happiness other dan past memoriez...i seem to run into nothin but roadblockz, no safe passagez n e where...mayb we werent meant together, mayb we were....but it all doesnt matter today....cuz ur off to do ur thin, n now im off to figure out wat da fuck im gonna b doin....all i gotta say iz goodbye, n im simply jus tired of all ur bullshiet...jus for once, be straight wit me...i cant remember does not cut it n e more............................ | | |
| man, has it been a very buzy month....srry for da long evasionz away
from da xanga....been really busy tryin to finish paperz n prepare for
sum testz....good thin too cuz im doin really good right now in all my
classez...jus gotta get started on 2 paperz for american west in da
20th century...damn history....itz in da past, i dun care...but oo
wellz...ooookkk, now workin on BLACK FRIDAY iz da worst thing to ever
do in anyonez life....with only an hour of sleep n a sobe energy drink
in my hand i set off to work at 4:00 in da morning....yes, dat fukin
early cuz we opened at 5....do u no how hard it iz to try n sleep at 9?
n e wayz, when i got there, the line in front of best buy was already
surpassing my imagination....da line was from the doorz all the way
down to the end of the strip....yes, itz pandamoneum....once we opened,
it was rush after rush after rush...i drank lik 5 bottlez of water
before i even got to eat n e thing dat day...serioulsy pplz, dunt come
askin me 6 hrz after we opened for da cheap ass computerz/laptopz....u
shoulda camped out lik da rest of da foolz n u would already have
one...dose cheap door busterz were all gone right after we
opened....after a 12 hour shift, i finnaly was able to go home, n rest
my feet...they were throbbin....it wuz a very very long day....but
today iz a good day...today iz another year to add to my lifeline...bad
thin iz no money to go out to celebrate....mayb jus hang out at home
since i actually got a day off today....n e wayz, turkey was yummy n so
wuz da eggrollz...peace n love n to u pplz shoppin on black friday ;P
*plhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh*
| | |
| this is my december
this is my time of the year
this is my december
this is all so clear
this is my december
this is my snow covered home
this is my december
this is me alone
and i
just wish that i didnt feel
like there was something i missed
and i
take back all the things i said
to make you feel like that
and i
just wish that i didnt feel
like there was something i missed
and i
take back all the things i said to you
and i give it all away
just to have somewhere to go to
give it all away
to have someone to come home to
this is my december
these are my snow covered dreams
this is me pretending
this is all i need
and i
just wish that i didnt feel
like there was something i missed
and i
take back all the things i said
to make you feel like that
and i
just wish that i didnt feel
like there was something i missed
and i
take back all the things i said to you
and i give it all away
just to have somewhere to go to
give it all away
to have someone to come home to
this is my december
this is my time of the year
this is my december
this is all so clear
and i give it all away
just to have somewhere to go to
give it all away
to have someone to come home to
My December ~ Linkin Park
why does december have to come up?? my spark, my curiousity, my drive, my intensity...it will all dwell inside for a time of slumber....for how long? not even i no dat answer....fuck it | | |
|